Real me

How real is truely real??????

is by any chance this world is ready for all the truth?

can i see all the things which people are ? or am i seeing the things which i really want to see?

How judjemental am i ? sexy? lovely ? personality? model?consumed with self thoughts? what am i really? talk too much? to much thinking? help me i don´t know what i want to write.....

will this world will be able to take all my writting?????

I don´t know but i really wanna experiment............

I am really in a time of my life which is just for experimenting ..................

Jobless

Joblessness , how it will feel . I was contemplating this question for a long long time . I was working for L&T the day i turned to legal age of being employed, that is when i turned 18 . Never in this long service , in got fired. the maximum time i was away from work is when i take my exams. So literally i was never been jobless . But one fine morning i have decided to do the unimaginable (atleast for me) . I took a decision to resign from a well paying , highly respectable , very good boss . I resigned from L&T . I had some 50000 in my bank account . no major bills to pay except my phone ,n home & food . I became a jobless person . jobless , just jobless. my parents do not know , i told him some different versionn of story , which they will beleive , since i am not living with them . how i am feeling about it ? have i had the freedom , i thought i was lokking for ? how did i kkilled my time ? long long questiong , which i need to answer . but i am finally JOBLESS , no boss, no one to pay money to me, scary but really really what i want in my life right now .............